Someday

Someday                                                           
Some nights it really gets to me
and this right now is killing me

Unsure as forever
With eyes so wide
It’s as clear as day

A wavering frightened glance
Promise not to cry
One tear’s released the flood
Sorrow blinks to brightness of day

Be strong
I faked a smile
that crumbled
under Sunday morning’s sky

Apologize
10,000 times
for days run over forever
in my mind

But middle ground has given way
and where to step is now
what I face

No one to have
No hand to hold

I suppress my position
as a means to silence the truth

Tormented by my every undying devotion to you
I cry terrified the truth will never calm
But for now if I can just push on and forget
all will be alright